And it makes me happy   To see you suffering   I was next to nothing   Now I'm further than you've been   All the wasted laughter   And shameless pretending   I can't quite figure out   What I'm really after      When Summer over   I'll know who my real friends are   I'll quit my day job   And my in-expensive car   Everyday so we can   Lose track of who I am   Take the darkest highway   Where the light burns at the end      Afraid to ask and find the answer   I've had a blast but now I'm sober      Oh how I wish you could take me back   Said maybe I could go back   And start all over   Oh how I wish I could turn back time      Afraid to ask and find the answer   I've had a blast but now I'm sober