I never ever can remember   All the things that go bump in the night   Quietness uncovers, betrayal now hovers   And my comfort level's not quite right      Well I'd love to stay and evaluate   But my torture can't wait   It seems I'm..I'm losing ground   Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown      I never ever can decipher   Who listens to the words I say   While I sense I'm searching   I never know who's lurking   To scare my sacred thoughts away      Well I'd love to hang and chat a while   But my mind's become vile   It seems I'm..I'm losing ground   Welcome all to my disciplined..      Breakdown reality   Breakdown my ability to get it back..I wanna get it back   Breakdown honesty   Breakdown now deliver me   From all this madness and all this agony      I never ever can contribute   To finding all the faults that sustain   Never mind the answers to who spreads the cancer   When the questioning of why remains      Well I'd love to sit and rationalize   But my tongue's become dry   It seems I'm..I'm losing ground   Welcome all to my disciplined breakdown. Breakdown.   Breakdown. Break..