is this what ive been reduced to now?   forgive me i know not what i do   when venom escapes my lips    knives meant for this savior   its been so hard keeping up      your amrs cradle   anyone but me   one voice strikes down   anything i wanted to be      its a mistake   dying for these sins   a lavish mistake   for waking      you gave me neither heart nor wings   senseless who is this i'm calling to?   when blood flows from my side   white lights they turn away   i'ts been so hard lift me up      your arms cradle   anyone but me   one voice strikes down   anything i wanted to be      its a mistake   dying for these sins   a lavish mistake   waking up again      turning into the fallen   turnin into myself      raise me up again