Dear diary, am I trippin' or am I alive?   Once I've decided I've got stories to tell.   No way in hell was that just a motherfucking dream.   Doesn't matter, cause I already know how it feels to WAKE UP WITH!      Yeah! Body like a road map of pain.   Oh Yeah! Mind like a landfill of shame!   Tie my rope, one more time!      Dear diary, had I known what I told you last night?   I never would've gone back there to start another fight.   Banging my head on a concrete wall while knocking on wood.   Thinking it's gonna do any good when I WAKE UP WITH!      Yeah! Body like a road map of pain.   Oh yeah! Mind like a landfill of shame.   Tie my rope!      Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn!   Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down!   I will climb the rope you tied for me!   Beat me up, while I'm still alive!      Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn!   Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down!   I will climb the rope you tied for me!   Beat me up, while I'm still alive!      Tell me once, I decline, refuse to learn!   Shoot me twice, but I'm not going down!   I will climb the rope you tied for me!   Beat me up, while I'm still alive!