I've got a smile   That I put on   When I'm not at home   When I'm not alone.      But it is so hard   To make that smile   'Cause I know I'll be at home   And alone in a while   And if I look in a mirror   I see my eyes start to tear   I can't help but cry   Since you said goodbye      I've got to hide   What I'm feelin' inside   Can't let them see   How you're hurtin' me.      So I guess that's what I'll do   Won't let them see through   Won't let them know   That you could hurt me so.      I've got a laugh   That I put on   When I'm not at home   When I'm not alone.      But it is so hard   To fake that laugh   When my insides are cryin'   And my heart's torn in half   And all the music I hear   And things I valued so dear   Make me feel so blue   They all remind me of you.      (Now) What can I do   (Now) That our love is through   And my purpose is gone   Still I got to live on.      I guess that's what I'll do   I won't let them see through   I won't let them know   That you could hurt me so.