18 years since I saw you the first time and I'm still here next to you   we've had our ups and our fair share of downs that we've hade both been throught you know I've done wrong but I've tried to be strong and give in to you if that's what it takes to make everything work out then that's what I'll do to get through to you      The best and the worst, the last and the first   The love of my life is a blessing and curse      I don't believe that there's more to achieve in this love affair   And I can't just swallow my pride and pretend I'm prepared to be there   If you can't trust me there's no guarantee that I won't disappear I'm so sick of these mind games, It's time to confront all of our greatest fears and just be sincere      The best and the worst, the last and the first   The love of my life is a blessing and curse      The best and the worst, the last and the first   The love of my life is a blessing and curse      Every word that I've said has been straight from my heart and you know that's true, every road that I've walked down somehow always leads me right back to you, if push comes to shove and I'm forced to fight there's nothing that I won't do, come sunshine come rain come pleasure come pain, half of me belongs to you   And I depend on you      The best and the worst, the last and the first   The love of my life is a blessing and curse      The best and the worst, the last and the first   The love of my life is a blessing and curse