every single line I write,    and every single word I fight,    seem not enough for me to let you hear      (for you, I tried to feel the same, I tried to feel for you)      and every time I try to figure you out,    I wish that I could just stop and scream and shout    all the things I wish I knew about,    never meant that much to me.      I need to forget everything about you,    because I’m comparing everyone to you.      making comparisons to you      Holding back from something,    but really reaching out for nothing,    I need to try and get this through my head      (for you, I tried to feel the same, I tried to feel for you)      these scribbled words cant even describe,    and thousand words I’ve tossed aside for you.