(voice recording)      ...when i felt the cold coming up   i went "oh my god, i'm dying"      and the next thing i know   i was out of my body   and i had no pain      i was aware that the room was light   seemed to be filling with a very white light      i noticed a tunnel opening up   a very dark tunnel   with rings in it   and a very white   tiny white second light at the very end   that we were moving down toward      the tunnel was very interesting because   it was full of rings   like a child's play tube out in the backyard      we made it through the tunnel   we got to the white light   the little hole had opened up   and we got to the white light      and my life was shown very quickly   like an old fashioned movie   that you see on those tapes   flickering at me      and everything from when i was very very young   that i thought, did, said   everything i should have done   everything i didn't do   i was so aware that the few good things i had done   they were so few      and i said "no, no"   i said, "i wanna go back   i wanna go back   i wanna go back!"