I undressed you with my eyes i have   Maybe even raped you   In a dark and eerie corner of my mind   I tucked you there   And touched you in a dream last night   Pushed you aside when you entered   My thoughts at the wrong time   I have sat up upon your lap and   Saddled my thighs around your hips like ropes   I rode you on a chair and in the shower   And all the while i clung heavy to your back   My desire deeply harnessed in your spine   While I squeezed you like a tree trunk   You may have been one   Sexless and comfort in your mind   Even barer than a child's   I'm riding recklessly through a thick and humid   Jungle growing anxious with the deep and primal   Yearning that stirs   Deeply pulsing up toward the surface   Like sap rising or honey or tar