i sit alone in my room at night   trying to figure out how to make my life right   all this hate inside my head   and all my life i am seeing red   i tell myself there's a better way   that maybe tomorrow will bring a better day   i just need to figure it out   what is happiness all about?      [Chorus]   if society doesn't kill me -    then it will be my mind!      i look at people walking down the street   they look content, and their lives complete   maybe it's me, maybe i can't relate   and maybe misery has sealed my fate   i look at my life with a magnifying glass   i think of the future, then i look at my past   find all the demons infecting my brain   gotta kill em now before i go insane!