i don't know how to say that i love you   but i do and that's harder than you know   i've been too scared to tell you that i'm sorry   and it makes me sick to think that you don't know   four long years ago   and this is where we are   left with lies and pain and my    broken, bleeding heart      [chorus]:   you left me hanging   holding on to you   and nothing's changing   because there's nothing i can do   to make you see   that i need you to be   holding on to me      sometimes i wonder   how did we get here   though we haven't come so far   since that first september    but you don't remember   and it shouldn't be this hard      [chorus]       i guess there's just no point in   trying to explain      [chorus 2x]      i've been holding on to you   but now i'm letting go