falling behind   on days that seem like nothing fits   there's a crack in the floor   where you're pacing, a track worn   as the walls are caving in   perception's clearly out of focus   this is all that you are   nothing more you could ask for   as you're tracing your mistakes      last stop you leave dishonest   this trap that you laid out   I read into deceiving eyes   stories that seem ironic    one point of view   with two opposing sides   demise      trailing behind   you pull the weight that anchors you   drop the key on the floor   feel the grains where your feet were   now the lighting starts to dim   perception's clearly out of focus   this is all that you are   nothing more you could ask for   as your tracing your mistakes      fallout leader   your charade's been detected   it's not what you wanted   the train's hit a dead end   it's not what you wanted      at the end of a gun   there's still defiance   at the end of the run   you're still behind it