i don't even want to be here   i swear i hate this place   i can't believe this happen   won't it just erase?   under my bed   and in my head   i hear the words you say   i'm sick of them   she's in the other crying   and this couch folds into bed   i close my eyes   and listen to television   i just want to go   as far as possible   i had it up to here   i want to disappear