I'm never gonna smile   I'm never gonna stay for awhile   I'm never gonna laugh   You might as well just cut me in half      Just want to run   Just want to live til I'm done   Just want to be      As happy as I'm gonna be   And there's nothing on the inside   I'm not high on life I'm not drunk on love   I'm broken down not feeling right      I'm happy as I'm gonna be   When there's nothing on the inside   I'm not high on life I'm not drunk on love   Not feeling right      I'm never gonna find   The thing I need to make up my mind   I'm never gonna stand   Next to you I do what I can      Just want to run   Just want to lie in the sun   Just want to be      As happy as I'm gonna be   And there's nothing on the inside   I'm not high on life I'm not drunk on love   I'm broken down not feeling right      I'm happy as I'm gonna be   When there's nothing on the inside   I'm not high on life I'm not drunk on love   Not feeling right      I'm never gonna write   Lay with you or whisper goodnight   I'm never gonna call   That way I'll have nothing at all      Just want to run   Just want to live til I'm done   Just want to be