This goes out to someone that was    Once the most important person in my life    I didn't realize that at the time    I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you, so   I don't really expect you to either   Its just, I don't even know, just listen      Your the one that I want    The one that I need    The one that I gotta have just to succeed    When i first saw you    I knew it was real    I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel   That wasn't me    Let me show you the way       I look for the sun but its raining today    I remember when I first looked into your eyes    It was like, I was there heaven in the sky    I wore a disguise    Cause I didn't want to get hurt   But I didn't know I made everything worse       You told me we were crazy in love    But you didn't care when push came to shove    If you loved me as much as you said you did    Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit    And you pushed me away    Like you never even knew me    I love you with my heart, really and truly    I guess you forgot all the times that we shared       When i would run my fingers through your hair    Late nights, just holding you in my arms   I don't know how I could do you so wrong    I really wanna show you    I really need to hold you    I really wanna know you    Like no one else can know you    Your number one    Always in my heart   And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart       I need you and    I miss you and    I want you and   I love you cause   I wanna hold you   I wanna kiss you    You were my everything and    I really miss you   I need you and    I miss you and   I want you and   I love you cause    I wanna hold you    I wanna kiss you    you were my everything and    I really miss you      I know you gonna sit,   And play this with your new man    And then sit and laugh that you holding his hand   The thought of that, just shatters my heart    It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart    All the time we was off I was scared to show you   Now I want to hold you until I cant hold you   Without you, everything seems strange      Your name is forever planted in my brain   Damn it I'm insane, take away the pain,   Take away the hurt, baby we can make it work   What about when u looked into my eyes   Told me you love me    As u would hug me   I guess everything u said was a lie   I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes   Now I'm not even a thought in your mind   I can see it clearly, my love is not blind      I need you and    I miss you and    I want you and   I love you cause   I wanna hold you   I wanna kiss you    You were my everything and    I really miss you    I need you and    I miss you and   I want you and   I love you cause    I wanna hold you    I wanna kiss you    You were my everything and    I really miss you       I just wish everything could of turned out different   I had a special feeling about you   I thought maybe you did too   And you would understand but   No matter what u would always be in my heart,    And you will always be my baby.      Our first day it seemed so magical   I remember all the times that i had with you    Remember when you first came to my house    You look like a angel wearing that blouse   We hit it off    I knew it was real   But now I cant take all the pain that i feel   Reach in your heart    I know I'm still there   I don't wanna hear, that you no longer care   remember the times, remember when we kissed   I didn't think you would do me like this   I didn't think you'd wanna see me depress   I thought you'd be there for me this I confess   You said you was my best friend   Was that a lie   Now I'm nothing to you   Your with another guy   I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying   Now in the inside it feels like I'm dying      I need you and    I miss you and    I want you and   I love you cause   I wanna hold you   I wanna kiss you    You were my everything and    I really miss you   I need you and    I miss you and   I want you and   I love you cause    I wanna hold you    I wanna kiss you    You were my everything and    I really miss you      And I do miss you   I just thought we were meant to be   I guess now we'll never know   The only thing I want is for you to be happy   Whether if your with me or without me   I just want you to be happy