These will cure my aching head,   help me see again   These will take away the guilt   ease my soul again   leave it in my fears      And i see theres nowhere to run   Feelin these changes, and the need to go alone   And i see theres blood in the sun   Pouring through my window   and the evening light is gone      and i made a pact to myself   that i'm spinning in my pain or my guilt   and i feel the way, i commend   that i'm spinning in my pain all again      Feel this when i lay my head   on a nail filled bed   These will change the way it is   break me free again   listen to my prayers      And i feel that its all in the past   memory of children, and the innocents i aint   And i feel that its oceans away   I'm favoring conscience,   the decree of my strength      I need a pass to myself   that i'm spinning in my pain or my guilt   I feel the weight i create   when i'm spinning in my pain or my guilt   all again...      I made amends to myself   that i'm spinning in my pain or my guilt      I feel the weight i create   when i'm spinning in my pain or my guilt   all again