I'm not quite how I should be   been finding tricks too hard   I'm thinking something must be broken   Coz it's wasn't like this before   Now everyone is ugly and everyone is stoned   Small things about you excite me   But then I'd hateto spoil the tone   All my little somethings just ran out of luck   Secret dates with strangers   Dirty words and fighting talk   I'm so scared it's killed me   Time and time again   I can't compromise   So maybe we could talk as friends?   If at first you dont succeed try again for me    Today is going to be fine   tomorrow will be fine too   I asked for things to better me   Even though they silenced my soul   I can taste is just for a second and then it disappears   The flowers look like glitter but then so do you my dear   It's in the way that you look   It's in the books that won't read   It comes and goes like a friend   It's with me right til the end   It's in the memories I've lost   It's concentrating too much   It's breaking down of relations   And it's the beat of the clock   It's not being able to be explain   Or get your feelings across   It's in the pain that won't leave you   It's coming straight back for us   It's in a new lease of life   And a search that ends well   It's in finding that change   It's being happy again