Forced myself through another day   Cant explain the way today   Just fell upon like everything   Right in my face      And I tried to be the one   I cant except it's all because of you   I had to walk away   From everything      And Im afraid to be alone   Afraid you'll leave me when i'm gone   And Im afraid to come back home      Another sleepless night again   Hotel rooms my only friend   And friends like that just don't add up   To anything      And I tried so hard to be   Everyhting that I sould never take away from you   Cus I heard you say       And Im afraid to be alone   Afraid you'll leave me when i'm gone   And Im afraid to come back home      I can not forgive   I live with regret   I can not forgive   I live with regret      I live through this   I cant tsee through this   I cant do this anymore      Cus Im afraid to be alone   Afraid you'll leave me when Im gone   Im afraid to come back home      Afraid you'll leave me when Im gone   I just wish I was back home   Home