I'm seeing it past this way   Intend to watch as i break...   Until it happens again   Steal in and hide away   Set destination straight from the familiar      Cleared out   It happens several times a year now   Once bitter   Now accepted as retreat, release   One side of the real me      Turn my senses down   And flip them backwards   No goodbyes, no missing family   If you were me   And i was you   Exactly how deep would i see through?      Always second guessing   That you would once behave the way...   I wanted to   Somewhat dedicate this one   Out to future life's mistakes   I can't predict for the death of me   The face, the state which will hold my heart      Oh my mind   All the bullshit you put me through   I'll follow through   Once you're left behind   That's all in good time   But it's a farce   Passed on down the line   That's all in good time