Could I've been   Something more than what I've become   Really wonderful than some      Then today I heard a sad sad song I sang   And it was wonderful with pain   And I stop believing and I started thinking   It could be my mind   That's got me all choked up inside   With thoughts of all those fears I hide   And I stop thinking how I start believing      We could share our time that means nothing   If you aren't mine   and I knew you cared about me   Because people love to be loved too      I step aside and watch my life pass me by   You were supposed to be my wife   And stop believing, then I start thinking   And now I find that this thorn stuck in my side    Is all that's left of foolish pride   And I stop thinking now I start believing