Sharp and open   Leave me alone   And sleeping less every night   As the days become heavier, weighted   Waiting in the cold light   A noise, a scream takes my clothes   As the figurines tighten   The spiders inside    Throwing dust on the lips    Of a vision of Hell   I laughed in the mirror   For the first time in a year      A hundred other words   Blind me with your purity   Like an old painted doll    In the throes of dance   I'll think about you tomorrow   Let me sleep   As I slip down the window   Freshly squashed fly   You mean nothing   You mean nothing      I can lose myself in Chinese art   And American girls   All the time you lose me in the dark   Do it right   Run into the night   I will lose myself tomorrow   Crimson pain, my heart explodes   Memory in a fire   And someone will listen for a short while      I can never say no to anyone but you      Too many secrets, too many lies   Writhing with hatred   Too many secrets   Please make it good tonight   But the same image haunts me   In sequence, despair of time   I will never be clean again   Touch her eyes   Press my stained face   I will never be clean again   I will never be clean again   I will never be clean again