I've been looking so long at these pictures of you   That I almost believe that they're real   I've been living so long with my pictures of you   That I almost believe that the pictures are   All I can feel      Remembering   You standing quiet in the rain   As I ran to your heart to be near   And we kissed as the sky fell in   Holding you close   How I always held close in your fear   Remembering   You running soft through the night   You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow   And screamed at the make-believe   Screamed at the sky   And you finally found all your courage   To let it all go      Remembering   You fallen into my arms   Crying for the death of your heart   You were stone white   So delicate   Lost in the cold   You were always so lost in the dark   Remembering   You how you used to be   Slow drowned   You were angels   So much more than everything   Hold for the last time then slip away quietly   Open my eyes   But I never see anything      If only I'd thought of the right words   I could have held on to your heart   If only I'd thought of the right words   I wouldn't be breaking apart   All my pictures of you      Looking so long at these pictures of you   But I never hold on to your heart   Looking so long for the words to be true   But always just breaking apart   My pictures of you      There was nothing in the world   That I ever wanted more   Than to feel you deep in my heart   There was nothing in the world   That I ever wanted more   Than to never feel the breaking apart   All my pictures of you