to fake is to arm oneself   the trick is to let no one    get through that shell   but despite my smile   serving the right to be loved   i get fucked by the powers i held so dear   another day's just another defeat   in this fighting zone we are fighting    all alone      i see my life in a    very different light now   i'm down to one more goal      show me a world where    i've never been born   'cause i bet it's no better    nor worse than it is today   i got to get away from this place   but i don't know where   so i'll go nowhere      alone      i'll escape tomorrow, fake today   'cause i still hear you breathe    over the noise of the living      distract from distrust to trust   - destruction