thunder & rain      turn the phone off   I’ve switched the moon on   and the wind in the trees   is singing our song      can you forgive me   for grief I’ve caused you?   I was so much in pain   - I didn’t mean to      and I need to explain that the thunder & rain fill my heart      can we just be here   and rearrange things   so, that when it gets day,   you can just leave me      leave without the anger   and without the chainmarks   and relieve me from guilt   that made my sky dark      and I need to explain that the thunder and rain fill my heart      I found a weak spot   I couldn’t make out   and a face in my dreams   I couldn’t chase out      but now I am at zero   and I can see straight   I will listen to you   without no debate      and then you can explain how the thunder and rain fill your heart