Then I looked into her young eyes   From eighty years she looks back   Into my young eyes   And she is gone   To where?   Where has her soul gone?   Body found yes but her very mark her sign   Lost it seems to me now   Though I feel that she is here still   All around me windsouled   To love is always to live somehow   As long as our eyes are still this colourdull glass   I will not now know her still   This parched scorched earth   Endless wheel of suffering   Great ocean of pain   Blood bucket of grief   Roaring mouth gaped ooh   Of disappointment and despair   Will not then exist   And we shall smile   We shall smile as big as the big crescent moon   Which lies on its arched back and dreams   Of cats and stars and snow   And as before we saw smiley shining stars   And disreaching them   Our arms would wave like a desperate windmill   Hoping, hoping to welcome them home   Now we shall touch them close to our hearts   And what we are   And what we may be   Maybe   Why I have failed?   And all I could have been   And am not   And all I had hoped for   And were not   And everything I hoped   And hoped and hoped and hoped for   I prayed in the morning   And I prayed in the evening   And I got not   From the rotgut God   When all the world starts to shiver   And shimmer and shake all around me   And all the world light was piecemeal and peaceless   This is the atomic pain of the world   The molecular tears   The final crystalline structure of misery   That wind its way around the wooden snakejawed growing spine   Of the worlds, listen; I was taken to be betrayed whenever is hate   To be betrayed wherever is hate   As the body is abused by man   There in the patrapassion edge of the world   The hanging God is invaded   In heart and soul I suffer   You all suffer   You suffer all   I suffer   Suffer, suffer, suffer   The tear blowing world creaks around   And we are broken   Loss   Loss   Light and darkness   Light and darkness   It seems to the little blue and green world   That they do not know each other   But they must finally   The Master says that Satan too shall be forgiven   Forgiven   And suffering before   We suffer too   Here’s sixpence, here’s sixpence   Go and play and play   In the flaky pale fields that still are somehow this land   And spend oh spend your life away   Spend your spend your night   Away   And waste and waste your life away   Under the bright starlight   Under your yew boned arch light body   You are dead under this shitstained sky   You are dead under the loveless muddy almoststars   You are dead under the sleeping closed eyes of the bhagavan   You are dead under the road and the track and the path   Along the green grass slipping away   Along the snaking way   You are deady, deady   Deadly, deady   Dead   Goodnight   The lights are dead and so are you   The light is dead and so are you