Dear Friend,   I'm writing you this letter   Cause I heard you love some other guy   All alone, I sit at home and wonder   Why you ever left without a last goodbye      I unwrapped the barbed wire   From around my heart and the walls eroded   But now I'm drowning in my blood   Cause when you left me, my heart exploded      So I wrote it down, I wrote it off   Apologies are not enough   On your front step, I left it there   For you to find sealed with a tear      Remember those nights?   Fell asleep at ocean side   Cause you weren't lying next to me   And I guess you never will   What if I died tonight?   To heaven with a knife   Cause I'm not lying to you   And I guess I never will      So friend, remember me tomorrow   And when we wrote our names up in the tree   Those days are leaving me to wonder   How you fell in love with him but never me      So now you're leaving with him   My own vacation is more the permanent kind   While you're in the sunshine   I'm in purgatory having the time of my life      One more deep breath, I'll leave you now   I'm sorry that this letters how   I told you what I always felt   The suns out now and my heart might melt      Don't go, I need you more than ever   I'll love you always and forever   Sincerely,   Me