One day I’ll find relief   I’ll be arrived and I’ll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends      One day I’ll be at peace   I’ll be enlightened and I’ll be married with children and maybe adopt      One day I will be healed   I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy      I have been running so sweaty my whole life   Urgent for a finish line   And I have been missing the rapture this whole time   Of being forever incomplete      One day, my mind will retreat, and I’ll know god and I’ll be constantly one with her night dusk and day   One day I’ll be secure, like the women I see on their 30th anniversaries      I have been running so sweaty my whole life   Urgent for a finish line   And I have been missing the rapture this whole time   Of being forever incomplete      Ever unfolding   Ever expanding   Ever adventurous and torturous   But never done      One day, I will speak freely   I’ll be less afraid   And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art   One day I will be faith-filled   I’ll be trusting and spacious authentic and grounded and whole      I have been running so sweaty my whole life   Urgent for a finish line   And I have been missing the rapture this whole time   Of being forever incomplete