Sitting in the pouring rain, wondering how your night was spent   I'm thinking of you   And every time I caused you pain, the good times came and went   What can I do?   Everything about me screams goodbye, I know that you can read that in my face   Ever even stop to wonder why? 'Cause I wonder, wonder, I wonder   Wonder, wonder, I wonder       Chorus:   I'm taking my chances, Letting down my defenses   I'm open for something that's just not there   And it's leaving me blinded, to the chance I may find it   And all I keep thinking is I don't wanna be here       Driving by the house again, I see you let the flowers die   That isn't like you   So I guess I'll just believe it then, wilted roses never lie   So it has to be true   And every morning when I rise above the memory of you running through my head   It shouldn't be so hard to be in love, and I wonder, wonder, I wonder   Wonder, wonder, I wonder       Chorus       Bridge:   I know there's something ringing in my ears   Oh I've got to get myself far away from here      Chorus: X2   I'm open for something that's just not there