I can't remember anything   Can't tell if this is true or dream   Deep down inside I feel to scream   This terrible silence stops me      Now when this war is through with me   I'm waking up I cannot see   That is not much left of me   Nothing is real but pain now      Hold my breath as I wish for death   Oh, please God help me      Black in the war it's much       Back in the womb It's much too real   In pumps life that I must feel   But can't look forward to reveal   Look to the time when I lived   Fed through the tube that sticks in me   Just like a wartime novelty   Tied to machines that make me be   Cut this life off from me      Now that this war has gone out from one   Oh God help me   Hold my breath as I wish for death   Oh please God help me (help me)      Darkness   Inprisioning me   All that I can see absolute horror    I cannot live, I cannot die   Trapped in myself   Body is my holding cell      Landmine   Has taken my sight   Taken my speech   Taken my hearing,   Taken my arms   Taken my legs   Taken my soul   Left me life in hell