breathe inside denial into the ashes of our wasted time    like an only child who's so convincing care never finds    truth in these surroundings,    the longest mass-conception of disgust    faith in these corruptions,    the furthest misdirection of our trust    only when we feel it, ourselves, do we see what we could've seen    only if we feel it, we rise above to all we could've been       on any day like today, it might have mattered to me    on any day like today, i would've cared to see    it was only yesterday that it mattered to me    it was only yesterday i would've cared to see