I made some choices   That I'm not proud of   I was a mess, couldn't care less   About anyone to me      But there was this angel   I was so sure would save me   We fell in love and I messed that up   And blamed it all on You for letting her leave      And I believe the rain that fell on me   Was holy water   I can see that the going through that hell   Just made me better   Stronger, faithful   But don't think I'm not thankful      If I could go back   I know I would change things   That I've a life, the pain, the pride   And those that I let down      But without those mistakes and wrong turns   I couldn't have grown and wouldn't have known   What my life's suppose to be bound   And what I'm leavin? out      The rain that fell on me   Was holy water   I can see going through that hell   Just made me better   Stronger, faithful   But don't think I'm not thankful      For You?re letting me down   Kicking my butt   Taking my hand   For picking me up      Now I believe that going through that hell   Just made me better   Stronger, faithful   But don't think I'm not thankful      And I believe the rain that fell on me   Was holy water   I can see, yeah, going through that hell   Just made me better