this plan is only surface   and i do not deserve this.   i'm wondering if i'll withstand   to stand alone and stand to scream to the world:   i'm through and now i've come to mend   these wounds that were gored by you through all of them      it's too sad that i've got to mediate these faulty sides of you   and i'm wondering whatever did i do   the only reason that i still remain to you   is i go on repeating the excuse      this plan is only surface   maybe i'm lost in purpose   i've stood alone too many days   and i'm waiting for my day to say to the world   come through with all those promise plans   those year are lost and you've forgotten them      it's too sad [repeat]      what if this had not happened?   what if she hadn't gone?   what if this had not happened?   she never would have gone         well i wonder if the same   things could be any other way   still i don't deserve this   i've stood alone too long to say