So the floodgates open but nothing comes out   I'm feeling no relief in my head, just doubt   But my heart keeps telling me, "Hold your ground   You'll never learn a thing if you bail out now"      And I'm lonely again tonight   I can feel it like a knot in my side   They keep saying this is part of the ride   But I'm not getting stronger      Yet hold me against the light   And do you see any bullet inside?   Wouldn't find one if you magnified   Because you've got the wrong girl      Had my fingers around, back of your chair   You'd never miss a thing but you missed me there   And I just kept thinking, "Am I prepared   To pull it out from under your trusting stare?"      Now the house is quiet as a hollow head   And I'm walking around bumping into things you said   This has not been as easy as I thought it would   I'd be cooling down the fire if I thought I could      And I'm lonely again tonight   I can feel it like a knot in my side   They keep saying this is part of the ride   But I'm not getting stronger      Yet hold me against the light   And do you see any bullet inside?   Wouldn't find one if you magnified   Because you've got the wrong girl   Yeah, you've got the wrong girl      I see you there   And the floodgates open but nothing comes out