This is the part of me that needs medication   This is the part of me that believes in heaven   Thinks outer space is all dead, wishes it was with it      Is trying to be funny, loves my parents   Thinks that ants are cavemen, thinks all humans are ants   Learns from sitcoms means nothing      And I don't know   Where I could go away and you could wish   That I had stayed or just stayed gone   And I don't know, and I don't know at all      So, out of the context and into what you meant   And you know your reasons   You don't know who you are but you know who you wanna be   I, I, I don't know      So you go to the library to get yourself a book   And you look and you look   But you didn't find anything to read   And I don't know at all      Left all my kinder parts rusting and peeling   That guy was complaining as he looked at the ceiling   My nose isn't that big it looks nothing like me   We're all doctors trading sadness for numbness      Grass looks much greener but it's green-painted cement   The mayor's machines are there cleaning the pavement   You can't make dirt clean so we'll just lemon-scent it