I'm in a state of despair   Nothing seems to fit my mind   And although I can't be there   I still know that there's a place for someone just like me      Will I ever wake up?   Wake up to see the box I'm in   Will I ever stand up?      I'm standing on the edge of inability   And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body   All these demons that I carry deep inside   The changing faces, forces me to leave the traces   Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind      Oh, I know that I have   Done this once or twice before   The names are still a blur   I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edge      I know, I'm not insane   Though my head hurts on the inside   The images disturb me   I know, I'm not insane, I'm not what they call me      They're no good, still surrounding me   Forcing my actions upon me      The blood just paints my world   They're no good, still surrounding me   Forcing my actions upon me   They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox      And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body   All these demons that I carry deep inside   The changing faces forces me to leave the traces   Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind      Now will I ever wake up?   Wake up to see the box I'm in   Will I ever stand up?      I'm standing on the edge of inability   Now is this a failure   My project kill is right awake   I'm all burned out from pressure      My thoughts have brought me to my knees   Awake in pain   They're no good still surrounding me   Forcing my actions upon me      The blood just paints my world   They're no good still surrounding me   Forcing my actions upon me   They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox