I've been unfair,   I have cheated you all of my life.   Now I'm left here without a prayer,   Ever thought every word is a lie?      I'm so sorry,   I know I fail.   I can't live with myself anymore.   I'm desperate,   I want all of it,   On my own.      Fall me, your son,   For am I overwhelmed.   Believe your son,   I'm crying out.      Mark my words,   Write them down,   I said them before.   I'm begging; it sounds the same,   Never mind, I can never return.      Will I die in this room alone?   Will I vanish behind my door?   I won't fight, I won't fight anymore.   Tonight...      Father come back,   For I am overwhelmed.   Relieve your soul,   I'm crying out for you.   So far...      I don't want to show my disease,   And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.   I don't want to show my disease,   And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.   I don't want to show my disease,   And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.   I don't want to show my disease,   And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.