I feel torn apart a vile misfit fallen   Deep into affliction of my hollow mind   The sense of suffocation grows inside my lungs   When I wake into truth, I'm back among the blind      The truth of lies disenchanting my eyes   How can I survive? I can't stand being alive, alive   Gods of rapture enshrouding my eyes   I try to hide then slowly I die, die      My past laugh at me from the other side of negation   Untying the lasting few cords of common sense   Submerged into the flow the rapids of addiction   Too weak to push it back a worm without defense      My flesh fading, undressing the bones   Behold me, naked cadaver exposed   This my abuse I can't take it no more, no more      The fragile truth sneering at me   With teeth pressed   Like thrusting nails into my head   All my life I regret