Where do I take this pain of mine?   I run but it stays right by my side      So tear me open and pour me out   There's things inside that scream and shout   And the pain still hates me   So hold me until it sleeps      Just like the curse, just like a stray   You feed it once and now it stays   Now it stays      So tear me open but beware   There's things inside without a care   And the dirt still stains me   So wash me until I'm clean      It grips you so hold me   It stains you so hold me   It hates you so hold me   It holds you so hold me   Until it sleeps      So tell me why you've chosen me   Don't want your grip   Don't want your greed   Don't want it      I'll tear me open, make you gone   No more can you hurt anyone   And the fear still shakes me   So hold me until it sleeps      It grips you so hold me   It stains you so hold me   It hates you so hold me   It holds you, holds you   Holds you until it sleeps      Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps      I don't want it   I don't want it, want it, want it   Want it, want it, no      So tear me open but beware   There's things inside without a care   And the dirt still stains me   So wash me 'til I'm clean      I'll tear thee open, make you gone   No longer will you hurt anyone   And the hate still shapes me   So hold me until it sleeps      Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps   Until it sleeps