I don't know how long it's been going on   I don't know how long colors were changing to gray   It's kinda funny that I act this way      I don't know how long you've been holding on   I don't know how long everything's been my fault   It's getting easier to take the blame   It's getting easier to try and change      Too many times I have told you that I was okay   But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself   I'm not claiming that I know everything   No, I'm not because you made me this way      I don't know how long I can justify it   I'm tired of making up reasons, you're not on my side   And I would never talk to her that way   No, I would never talk to her that way      Too many times I have told you that I was okay   But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself   I'm not claiming that I know everything   No, I'm not because you made me this way      Too many times I have told you that I was okay   But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself   I'm not claiming that I know everything   No, I'm not, oh      Too many times I have told you that I was okay   But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself   I'm not claiming that I know everything   No, I'm not because you made me this way   You made me this way      I don't know how long it's been going on