Who do I hope to finally be?   Is it not your life in me?   Yet the how's too hard to see   Too many times      Will I ever finally be   The true intended me?   Will the old in me be freed   And left behind?      Too many times   I'm back inside   Wanting desperately to hide   Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die   Too many times   You hear my cries   I'm at the end of all my tries   So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die      Here I am again alone   Afraid I'll lose all that I own   Yet you see me as your one   I cannot fall      And what I am I still am not   At times I count the cost   Yet I find there's nothing lost   If I give it all      Too many times   I'm back inside   Wanting desperately to hide   Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die   Too many times   You hear my cries   I'm at the end of all my tries   So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die      Too many times   You hear my cries   I'm at the end of all my tries   So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die   Too many times   I'm back inside   Wanting desperately to hide   Yet I know, I know you say, you have to die      Too many times   You hear my cries   I'm at the end of all my tries   So, I'm open Lord, so teach me how to die