Romanji:      ittai nani wo kitai shiteru to iu no   nigirishimeteru denwa ga furueru tabi   ichiichi mune ga takanatte   demo sugu ni tameiki ni kaete   mou nando kurikaeshi      kuru wake nai itsuka nante kotoba   itsu made shinjiteru tsumori      nee wasurete shimaeba ii   sukoshi yumemite ita dake datte   kiseki nante okoru wake mo   nai koto kurai wakatteru noni   wakatteru noni      kyuu ni subete ga wakaranaku natta tte   ano hi totsuzen iidashite gomen ne      saigo ni mita namida ga ima mo mada   atama kara hanarezu ni iru      nee doushite me no mae no kimi wo   shinjite agerarenakatta n' darou   suki na mono wo bukiyou na kurai   suki na dake de juubun datta   hazu na noni ne      nee watashi wa kimi ni nanika wo   nokoshite ageru koto ga dekita kana      nee kono mama toki ga sugitara   watashi ni wa nani ga nokoru n' darou   soredemo mada kiseki wo negai   tsudzukeru kokoro? soretomo tada no      kizuato kana?      ------------------------------      English:      What am I expecting?   Every time the phone receiver    I'm grasping trembles    My heart leaps   But soon I'm let down with a sigh   How many times will I continue to do this?      How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day"   When it will never come?      It's better to forget   Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while   Though I know very well   A miracle will never happen   Though I know very well      I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day   That everything became suddenly unclear       The last time that I saw your tears   Is still clinging to my memory      Why couldn't I believe in you .   Right in front of me?   You see? It must have been good enough   Only to love what I was loving   Almost clumsily      I wonder if I could leave   Something for you      When time passes by   What will be left for me?   My heart going on wishing for a miracle?   Or just      A scar?