It was the last time we lost a fight without you   And finally now you understand   This was the dream and answer   Never stop this   All I wanted was you by my side   Those were true days   I watched them fall away   These boards will break   These boards will break against my ribs   We're shown ourselves   With our pride atrophied   A virture burns hot enough to cauterize   These boards will break   These were true days   I watched them fall away   I don't blame the last step in the sequence   It was your way   So many times we cursed your name   And I do not say I hold no regrets when I close my eyes   Just think of the things we could have done   I've shown myself   With my pride atrophied   I hope you know we always loved you   Forgive me for all things   Even though I watched us fall away   Wwith determination we carry on   And with determination we all must live on   We've all learned things from those days   I know that we all have grown   Even I now feel a calm like I have never known