keep trying to fight it   am i lost or misguided   seems like everything lately is making me mad      is it you that i'm missing   or just someone to listen   theres more questions than answers   and nobody's asked      i stopped calling you baby   because it just stopped feeling right   and i'm not looking for someone to save me   just a place for my heart to unwind      so i sit here with your picture   a cigarette and a tea glass of wine   and then i'll see what you mean to me   cus' i can't decide between you and your memory      there's no place to hide between you and your memory