I have never seen this coming   I have never climbed so high   I have never thought this could   Be the crossroads of my life      I have never seen the choices   I have never soared the sky   I have always thought   I am living just to stay alive      I let myself fall at night   To be carried by the sound   I let it all just happen   Without restraint or bound      I was afloat in the night   And it was the only route   I could not hear my thinking   The din was drowning it all out      I went further and further   The music swallowed me whole   I had to push more and more   To know how deep I could fall      I felt my grip slip away   And my time was running out   There would be but one instant   For me to vanquish my doubt      How long since I slept?   How long since I ate?   How long since I felt?   How long since I cared?      I have never heard the voices   They have never made me cry   I have never thought this would   Be the crossroads of my life      I have never seen the choices   I have never soared the sky   I have always thought I am   Living just to stay alive      I have never seen this coming   I have never climbed so high   I have never thought this could   Be the crossroads of my life      How long since I slept?   How long since I ate?   How long since I felt?   How long since I cared?      I have never heard the voices   They have never made me cry   I have never thought this would   Be the crossroads of my life      I have never seen the choices   I have never soared the sky   I have always thought I am   Living just to stay alive      I have never seen this coming   I have never climbed so high   I have never thought this could   Be the crossroads of my life      I have never seen this coming   I have never climbed so high   I have never thought this could   Be the crossroads of my life