In a police car I feel so very small   I see my lover's face and I watch her teardrops fall   And I try to figure out where I'd fallen off the track   I sold my soul to the devil and then I stole it back      Chorus   And in the end, you know a dope fiend ain't got no friends   And a junkie is a junkie to the bitter end   Hope to die now, 'cause you know I'm better off dead   Hey brother, won't you lend me a helpin' hand?       I tie myself off, shoot it in my veins   I feel like marlon brando and I've hid another day's pain   I'm goin' back where it's safe, goin' back to the womb   I find my mother's comfort, here in a needle and spoon      Chorus   And christmas for a dope fiend ain't no fun   Waitin' for good times that seem to never come   Goin' out now, gonna get myself a gun   Please stop me, don't you know I'm on a run?       Aren't you tired of the detox and the places in the mind?    Aren't you tired of the misery, aren't you tired of doin' time?    And I try to figure out where I'd fallen off the track   You know I sold my soul to the devil and then I stole it back      Chorus   I'm a dope fiend, I'm a liar, a cheat and a thief   At my funeral, won't you bring me a red rose wreath?    Dress in black now, show everyone your grief   Well, I'm gone now, you can all feel relief!