Oh, the world is hard to understand   It's better to forget now   Why was I left all alone   To fight the darkness that surrounds me?      Clouds in the upstairs   Clouds in the memory      I'm a headline, non-existent person   I'm a shell with no name   I am no one, family doesn't want me   No one comes to claim me, claim me      With scars on my forehead   Scars on my memory   I've got scars on my poor hands   Scars all over me      I know, I know, I know who I am   I know, I think I should know   I think I should know who I am      I remember me   I remember me   I remember me      Because I am the daughter of a soldier   You won't see me crying   'Malenkaya' that's what papa called me   So I always will be, will be      With clouds in the upstairs   Clouds in the memory   I've got clouds in the upstairs   Clouds in the memory      I've got clouds in the upstairs   But I still remember      I remember me, I remember me   I remember me in the back of my head   In the middle of the night      In the back of my head   In the back of my head   In the back of my head   In the back of my head