I awake to shades of grey   Stumbling silhouette just broke the ashtray   Try to remember why you're in my room   The cocaine never lets you sleep      It only supplements the drinking   Did a chemical reaction transform you to this?   I don't know what I'd do   if I ever saw you outside of my nightmares   Down on your knees saying your prayers      The whites in your eyes   Turned to yellow   You're decomposing   Tobacco stained teeth hide behind cracking lips   Makes smiling hard without bleeding      It's spinning out of control   This condition far worse than critical   Pinch myself awake but this is no dream   Wither and die in front of me      There's been a big mistake 'cause that shit you drank   was no love potion   You're trying hard but getting nothing   I won't play a part in this game of you self-destruction   Step outside you're getting nothing