Doesn't seem that selfish, no, not in the least   What's so self righteous about this curiosity?   This want for a meager exchange   So much time has passed but still it remains   This need for you is a recurring theme in my life      Don't you think I'm lonely?   Eager to complete the story   Confused and still haunted   With why you'd start over   Oh and ignore me      It takes time to realize the other side of you   That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives   Well even if you left me and my brother   Even if you left us and our mother      I want nothing more than to catch your eye   Would you be impressed with how far I've climbed   Without your assistance with you nowhere in sight?      Don't you think I'm lonely?   Eager to complete the story   Confused and still haunted   With why you'd start over   Oh and ignore us      It takes time to realize the other side of you   That's controlled and blinding on sight of our lives   Even if you left me and my brother   Even if you left us and our mother      She's had her share more than we'll know   My brother won't, he just won't let go      They say you're sick and there's a name and a phrase   To apply and help explain   Still having trouble trying to separate   How you started a new family?      Even after you left me and my brother   Even after you left us and our mother