What happened to the heart that I gave you?   What are you hiding in your chest these days?   You wanted somebody to save you   I wanted someone who could not be saved      Living in the shadow of Jesus   It's so hard to bear your cross every day   Was it easy for you, Christ, it's murdering me   Now I'm down on my knees with a reason to pray      You tell me experience has changed you   From where I'm looking that's not hard to see   You wanted out and how could I blame you   When I'm not looking are you blaming me      Living in the shadow of Jesus   It's so hard to bear your cross every day   Was it easy for you, Christ, it's murdering me   Now I'm down on my knees with a reason to pray      We've shifted into meaningless chatter   This kind of talking could go on for days   We've been through the heart of the matter   Don't make no difference at the end of the day      Living in the shadow of Jesus   It's so hard to bear your cross every day   Was it easy for you, Christ, it's murdering me   Now I'm down on my knees with a reason to pray