You want him, you need him   It's so hard to please him   You just don't dare   And inside you're burning   With some secret yearnings   You must not care (still won't you)   Help me, I'm flawed, desperate   Angry with God   'cause he just won't care   Oh excuse me, you're mourning   How calloused and boring   I brush your hair   And see your face... empty smile...   I touch that place... and all the while...   (you know it won't stop)      So you make an excuse to confuse the issue   What makes you think that I'll care about you?   When you lay on the ground 'till he tells you he's through   And he'll do what he'll do   When he'll do it to you?      And all the while, he's been using you,   Yes, all the while... he's abusing you...   So it finally dawned on me yesterday morning,   I just can't stare   And swallow the words that your hero's perverted,   Oh what we share   I'll kill him, I'll beat him, the cycle's repeating,   I hold thin arrogance   Still won't you hold him and trust him   You love him so much   And he still won't care   To see your face...   With an empty smile...   'cause i touched that place on you...   And all the while...      She says it's "it's so good, when it's so good, if this is so good, then it's no good!"   If this is so good, everybody's so good, everybody's so good, when you're no good!      And all the while, he's been using you   Yes, all the while, he's abusing you   With your naked excuse you confuse your misuse   What makes you think I should care what he'll do?   If you lay on the ground 'til he tells you he's through   And he makes up your mind that that's what you should do   'cause all the while you've been using you   Yes, all the while you're abusing you...      He hurts you, mistreats you   Your own mind misleads you   You just won't care   When holes in your face   Can't be covered with makeup   You'll still stay there...